By Kate Dzienis
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30 Oct, 2023
Contributed by Kirstin Bull, AURA member (St Kilda, Vic) COBURG 24HR CARNIVAL, COBURG (VIC), 15-16 APRIL 2023 It’s been six months since I broke the 6-hour Australian record on the track in Coburg in Melbourne. As I reflect on this race, I thought I would share some thoughts on my road back to racing competitively. A little background for you. I found my niche in ultra running after dabbling in some ultra trail running events over the years and then entering my first 100km road race on the Gold Coast in 2015. This race was the Australian 100km Championship. I felt privileged to run with some very experienced runners and learnt a lot about my body and ultra running that day. My inexperience with fuelling and nutrition in warm conditions was evident with cramps, fatigue, and the realisation that I couldn’t run until I refuelled properly. This lesson was tough, yet valuable. Thankfully, despite thinking my race was over at one point, I finished with a B qualifier and was told I was eligible to apply for the Australian 100km team. Later that year I flew to the Netherlands for the World 100km Championship. It was a dream come true to represent my country in something I loved so much. In my first International 100km road race I finished eighth in a time of 7:39:28, running 47 minutes faster than the Australian champs earlier that year. I was delighted with my improvement, and I couldn’t believe I had broken the Australian record. Earlier that morning I had written the record on my forearm for inspiration, never dreaming I would come close. The following year, I returned to race a second 100km championship in the Australian colours. This time in the beachside town of Los Alcazares, Spain. I shocked myself (and my coach and family) by winning the world 100km championship and breaking my own Australian record by another five minutes, with the new national record now standing at 7:34:25. These two years were a huge peak in my running as I had always seen myself as a recreational, middle of the pack runner. Post winning the 100km champs I regularly found myself thinking ‘Did that really happen?’ Back to the reality of life, work, and recovery soon after the race, I made the decision to step away from racing to start a family. Despite my peak fitness, I knew I wasn’t getting any younger and I didn’t want to ‘miss the boat’. Unfortunately, I was very naïve in thinking I would be taking a short break from racing. Getting pregnant was far from easy for me. The IVF path had so many highs and lows. I thought training for a 100km race was hard, but this topped the list. Three and a half years of medical appointments, hormone injections and eight failed cycles took its toll. It was a different endurance event in my life. One I didn’t ask for. Thankfully, my stubbornness, persistence and resilience finally led my partner Virginia, and I to welcome our beautiful twins, Jasper and Zoe into the world. I don’t think anyone could have ever prepared me for what was to come and how much raising children changes your life. My life was turned upside down and is chaotic and crazy at times, yet I am forever grateful for the opportunity to raise children.